doubleu.why.ass =]

PushaPush

2011-09-03T13:50:00.000-07:00

Im sorry mee. I thought i was getting there but i am nowhere near where i thought i was.

but i think i'll go on, and i'll start pushing myself and stop giving excuses.

seriously ppl, if u are reading this.
i need a job. .
seriously.

2011-08-18T11:02:00.000-07:00

Nothing excites me.

Y3S1

2011-07-16T14:02:00.000-07:00

So, I've spent more time in my college friend's houses more than mine for the past few weeks. Because the team can only function when we're together. Or else, we'd be doing something else.
I'm only home on weekends. and weekdays im off to friend's house. Its going to be like this until week 14.
Gosh we are seriously pressed for time.

But i did have fun during this, im slowly learning how to speak hokkien. haha
*sui sui boh zao zui*.
and our daily routine is

wake up,
breakfast/brunch,
work,
dinner,
shower,
work,
midnight snack/ coffee break,
work,
work,
sleep
(maybe black shot in the middle of this, edward got us hooked .
we should uninstall this and install this on everyone else's computer)

this is the most fun ive had while rushing to complete assignment. Thanks to all the groupmates and i appreciate it. Been to everyone's houses and next week we might go to Klang. Which means Bak Kut Teh.HAHAHA. We just munch our way to our final year exhibition.

today we are home from Edward's house. No internet connection is the ideal workplace cos our self control level is fairly low.

And babies milk formula with gardenia bread are good. But Milo Powder is the best. Avocado are not bad too.
But marmite with bread. BAD IDEA!
unless you spread a teeny tiny bit then its fine. First bite taste ok, the second bite will make u gag.

And the coffee is THE BEST! well, not the best but better than starbucks or any chained coffeehouse.

See how we just eats, and enjoying ourselves here.
Im afraid that we cant complete it in time. But we're just taking it one step at a time, and enjoy it while we still can. Cause' it is the last sem.

This semester is coming to an end with only less than 1 month till we need to complete out fyp by then.
and 3d car modelling, can you complete yourself?

we are knees deep in this shit haha.

Champs C Chewables

2011-07-09T10:57:00.000-07:00

*sorry i coudnt get a better picture*

This is the reason why i didnt hate going to the clinic when I was littler.
Its my favourite candy of all time.
Instructions says 1 to 3 tablets daily, I already took 20.

Im such a daredevil.
you know children's vitamin C candies are deadly if overdosed.

Trivial

2011-07-09T10:50:00.000-07:00

L’esprit de escalier: (French) The feeling you get after leaving a conversation, when you think of all the things you should have said. Translated it means “the spirit of the staircase.”

Waldeinsamkeit: (German) The feeling of being alone in the woods.

Meraki: (Greek) Doing something with soul, creativity, or love.

Forelsket: (Norwegian) The euphoria you experience when you are first falling in love.

Gheegle: (Filipino) The urge to pinch or squeeze something that is unbearably cute.

Pochemuchka: (Russian) A person who asks a lot of questions.

Pena ajena: (Mexican Spanish) The embarrassment you feel watching someone else’s humiliation.

Cualacino: (Italian) The mark left on a table by a cold glass.

Ilunga: (Tshiluba, Congo) A person who is ready to forgive any abuse for the first time, to tolerate it a second time, but never a third time

Ripped off from someone's blog.
I want to make Meraki my new favourite word.

Embrace

2011-05-19T13:49:00.000-07:00

The sunset was so beautiful. I had to grab my camera get up off my lazy bum and go take some photos of it. That does not happen to me every other day. haha

Sometimes beauty can emerge from a mess.
The skies are always beautiful when the weather are kinda weird.

hdr attempt but the result is bleh.

not as epic as i would want it to show you.
cropped out a lot of it.

Identity crisis.

2011-05-16T13:28:00.000-07:00

yes
no
maybe
i dont know.

just watched a movie and it made me slightly depressed.

Speaking on movie,remind me that i need to watch some thai movies.
There are some nice thai movies out there.
just feel kinda weird cos they speak thai, its always a little bit funny about their accent or something that is off. haha

Brought down.

2011-05-13T10:52:00.000-07:00

My biological clock is all cuckoo crazy on me now. I sleep at 5am and wake up at 1.35pm. Lunch is now my breakfast, dinner is lunch and supper is my dinner. If i have any supper.
I believe this is how i'm going to live my life till im 25. Im scared. I just had ramly burger and i even licked the sauce.

Yes I did.

But the auntie makes nice burgers, and its so near my house.(right at the door of KK supermart in Desa Petaling, if u're wondering.) It smells better and tastes better, might not be the best burger out there but recently its my first choice if i decided to have supper.

I have so many restaurants and delis and pattiseries i want to visit but i am so damn broke..I should get some part time job this semester since i only have one subject. Anyone knows anyone who needs anyone to do something please come look for me.

Cant wait to go to the German Deli Imbiss tomorrow. And the barbeque place at taman desa and the new patiserie. I need to find out wheres the ramen place too. I need to start working out now, i feel fat but im the laziest bum ever.

To feel less guilty about it, atleast im playing some basketball tomorrow.
haha

Oh, btw, I have alot of sticker now. haha

What are you gonna say ?

2011-05-05T09:14:00.000-07:00

When your loved ones are ill? You cant tell yourself and the one who is suffering from the pain and say that it will be alright in the end, that you will get well soon because deep down, you know its not going to be true despite how hard you wish it will be. So you kept quiet and wait for the doctor to come and watches as she wipes the tears off her eyes.

She grew up with her, she took care of you when you were a little girl. She boils hot water for you to shower. You watch her cook,you help her to stir fry the vegetables cooking in the hot wok while shes preparing another dish at the sink. When dinner's up, you finish the soup, get another bowl of it. You finish the whole plate and you lick the plate clean. And you are happy when she get so happy and praises you for finishing the whole thing.

You watch her laugh, and you laugh with her.You watch her do houseworks. You watch her get angry but she could never be really mad at you. Then you grow up, you are not visiting her as much as before. Then she gets sick, you have no idea how much pills and medicines she needs to swallow or injects everyday. She goes through surgeries. One of her sons died. She never had a day off from the housechores, she never stops worrying. she never has the best thing in life, or atleast what she deserves for all her hardwork from all these years.

Then out of the blue she made calls for someone to take her to the hospital, she can barely walk due the the immensess pain. What kind of pain can render someone who use to be so healthy so weak? I can not imagine. What kind of pain that she needs to endure everyday?

At the hospital, you hear her say something like this. "痛到想死." And you dont know what to say or how to comfort her. Because what kind of life would it be, if you have to suffer from so much pain? I know it the tables turned and it was me who are going through so much pain at such old age i would rather die. Because you know its going downhill from here on out. Its the circle of life that no one can escape.

Would it be selfish if i want her to be around for a longer time? Knock on wood, if the unthinkable happens i hope it happens in a distant future and i wish for nothing than her feeling better as soon as possible. Only the thought itself is unbearable, i would die inside too.

Be thankful and appreciate your family and loved ones and take care of yourselves and them as well.

Advocating creator

2011-01-16T23:54:00.000-08:00

My personalDNA Report

this thing is kinda cool and somewhat accurate than others personality test that ive done bfore.
Not that i did alot of this but this is interesting.
=]
im just posting it here to record this. haha

http://www.personaldna.com/report.php?k=ctbrUfJkbriSmTg-HM-AAADD-7310&u=6a3e01a65e00

2011

2011-01-02T12:27:00.000-08:00

Leave the past behind, but remember what got you here today, every mistakes and little achievements. Bring the new you to here and now, make better judgements and set goals, but at the same time relax yourself so you could absorb and learn more the good and the bad. Life is about choices that you make. There is always a choice. To shut off from everyone else or to open up to everything in life. Be positive, be adventurous. Recycle, use recycle bags and dont litter. Learn to not care about everyone else because not every opinion matters. Wise cracks who thinks they know everything, dont be afraid to give them the finger! Know your families and friends, give them hugs and tell them jokes. Dont be afraid to ask questions, be humble. Eat and sleep right. Be a better friend, dont hesitate to give them a text or call them out to have a drink just because u miss them. Observe, and appreciate.

If i only knew back then

2010-08-23T09:16:00.000-07:00

all the things i know right now.

i think david guetta is quite awesome.. haha

Finally having my sem break now, (kind of)
because everyone's having exams except for me. cos multmedia students are rockstars!! RAWR!!
lol
i only have one exam on the 1st of september. so im pretty much having a longer holiday than other courses. ;D
*big grin*

A whole bunch of activities is packed in this sem break. including melaka, kuantan, penang, ipoh, and singapore trip. hopefully all goes according to plan without a glitch.
=]
not to mention hanging out with my besties. . remind me to plan our almost forgotten picnic and maybe genting trip.
waterfall any one ? =]

and a reminder to myself to upgrade myself with some projects and paint somemore shoes and update myself with flash, photoshop, illustrator, ae and so on.. im gonna be prepared for next sem cos this sem was such a dissapointment. =[
fingers crossed and pray hard my cgpa wont drop so much. .
and dont fail any subject. =[

Ohh.. and i know im soooo outdated and slow but im currently hooked on Gossip Girl.. i honestly didnt know whats the huge fuss before but i never took an interest at it until i accidentally clicked into it last week and im now watching season 3. . like in less than 5 days.
i wish i can postpone the melaka trip tml so i can finish season 3. ahha
btw, i want blake lively's long spiderly tanned legs. *jealous roar* RAWWWRR~
==

ok.. i should be packing my bags for melaka trip tml. hopes its gonna be fun..
=]

i need more beauty sleep.

imma party and party and party and par and par and party and party and party and many many more parties..

and i prolly need more jobs too.. =.=
will work for money .. jobs offer anyone ?

superwoman

2010-08-08T09:34:00.000-07:00

Whoooooosssshhhh~!!
just finished working in pc fair just now for the last 3 days. i think i spat more than i drink water and i eat like one zhap fan or two per day. but its so hectic that i dont even have time to catch a break and think. =.=
lol
just so i can get some extra money for this coming sem break. singapore!!penang!! melaka!! thailand?!! lol i want to go somewhere!! come on already!!

but oh me oh my!!
i cant even get a good night's rest tonight. got interface presentation tml and i havent even started the report.
=.=
worst is i havent shower yet, im scared i'll feel even sleepier after showering ..
sigh.. poor me.

oh, so it turns out their problem solved by itself . lol
i really was like WHATTT???!! but it was not too big of a surprise. lol
ceehhhh!! wasted my breath somemore. lol
but now my secret is safe. haha but i kinda still wan to let someone know. haha
im going crazy rarara!! =.=
i have atleast 2 final assignments and i havent even started. =.=
cell animation i think im going to screw up big time..
just hope that photography can go well. .
T.T

report report... how should i begin? T.T

with a shower first.. cant stand being so sticky .

What up ?!

2010-08-05T11:54:00.000-07:00

as per usual, im gonna start saying something like how i stopped updating my blog for half a year and how i am such a fabulous blogger and i deserve a worst blogger award bla bla bla. .

no.

im not in the mood for that.

its emo time. wth
=.=

so this week is not really a good week for me and some of my friends.
the best thing that happened this week was i got the first aid kit's drunken trees album(thank you kar heng! =] ) and switchfoot's hello hurricane..

both awesome album especially hellow hurricane. cant believe i waited so long to buy this.. but its awesome. ive been playing the album for 3 or 4 days everyday whenever i online and im still not tired of it.
LOVE IT.

something abt tonight making me want to confess somethings that i should have long long time ago.
probably to take someone's mind off of something. =.=

if it doesnt really make sense to u, it doesnt matter. im not talking abt you anyway..

im getting more and more stupid. lol
no shit
probably the lack of maths in my studies. brains not functioning well and i need more muse..im getting less and less creative and i dont like it . =[

im getting even more lazy. somebody please shoot a laser gun at my head. this sem is tough and im dissapointed in myself.

there are few regrets and mistakes in my 19 years of existence such as not studied as hard as i should in SPM or something like that. but YOU! yeah! YOU! tops the cake.. i wish i can go back in time and stopped myself from doing something so idiotic so i dont have to go through this crap.

the other day i was talking on the phone with someone cos i felt like checking out , whats going on and all. everyone's emo these days..
i dont know what to say but sorry. hope u can get out of this soon. i feel like crying with you. if u know who you are. . =[
i dont know wat to do. . . but i'll always be there for u if u need anything.

but if the problem solves like next morning then i will be like WHAT??!!
pfftt.. now i sound so lame and all.

anyway, im working these 3 days in pc fair. need to get some money before sem break to go shopping and enjoy my holiday.
i really wan to go singapore. who wants to go with me ??
just register your name on the chatbox . hahaha

Im spending a lot of money lately and i really need to cut down some expenses abit and dont use up the money so fast. . shisshhh!
but there are so many thing i want to buy =[
its like impossible to buy a decent oxford shoes with a reasonable price locally.. it sucks!

so...

those who wish to give me a belated bday gift are welcomed. haha

talking abt my bday, i still have yet to celebrate with the 5 golden flowers ( lamo name , need to change asap)
lol
no thanks to college assignments! and i still cant believe rachel and keziah went to sarawak on the day of my bday... such great friends la you two.. im still waiting for my present. lol
=.=
but great big hugs to those who gave me a nice surprise at home. and the buffet dinner and also the mufffins and cheese tarts.
but more on that later.. (later like 2672592 days later)

i lost my train of thoughts so i dont know what i should say so i just go and get some sleep.
=]

i dont wan to be a "lou gu po"
lol
wth
goodbye

=]

switchfoot is *beep* awesome!!
XD

Night Crawler

2010-03-28T11:27:00.000-07:00

Oh Hai!
almost 2.30 in the morning..
im at shito's house with lennon and allen.
not much progress on our assignments. and shito is fast asleep. Hes goin to join some shooting with mediacorp or something like that la. As "Keh-Le-Fe", means an passerby or extra la..
thats why hes the first to sleep tonight. haha

no picture of him cos im afraid i'll wake him up with the flashlight and punch me in the face!

and then Lennon . . .
=.=
Shes been here for whole day now, shes given up..
haha
shes been fb-ing the whole day watching videos and what not.
assignment 3 for CCT due on thursday.
God bless..
lol

then theres Allen, counter striking on his laptop. Hes another "night cat"haha
hes sleeping with Shito on the floor tonight, on my sleeping bag. =[ (this reminds me, i need to get a new one) haha
no guy on guy action though.. Too bad.
hmm..
hes finished half a page . better than the 3 of us here..
haha

lastly there is me.
sleeping on shito's bed. looking down at them. sorry for taking shito's bed. and making u guys sleep on the floor. but what to do right im the only girl.(lennon count as half a girl only haha)
i have some ideas but its getting off the tangent from the original theme, =[
gotta focus on doing that tml so i can have time for the exhibition project and the color scale n color value..
@.@
gosh!!

After CCT assignment then its color studies then its HOLIDAY!!!
=D
YAY!!

I need to get a job during the holidays. i am completely broke.
theres tons of stuffs i want to get.

I miss camping. minus the bad porridge n the push ups..
hold on, bad porridge might not be a bad idea. haha

once again. no pictures,
lazy to upload.
time for bed..

tata.

wheres my motivation?!

2010-03-21T22:40:00.000-07:00

forget abt my previous post ..
i was crazy and i dont realise half of what i was typing .
it was the red bull talking.
haha

class cancelled today so i dont have to go to college. Not planning to go in the first place.
i just cant wake up.
just a few more weeks and im done with this semester.
but the works are extra hard given that this sem is our short sem(7 weeks).
An exhibition is coming, i should probably start doing it.
what else is there?
lets see..

1)the color wheel n value scale thing.
2)critical thinking 2 pieces of shits needed to be done. time to dig out that little nugget people called brain now.
crap.
3 sketch sketch sketch for exhibition.
4 figure out how to set up a bloody tent in a 3ft x 3 ft place.

went bball on sat as usual. went out the whole day. watched movie.alice in wonderland sold out. 月光宝盒. sucks.. BIG TIME!! waste of money. then
joanne came over to my house for awhile and we went out again to play pool with her friends. 2 of them are hilarious. that guy couldnt stop talking .
went to eat then andy's house and made fun of Ricky on the way to alex's house to drink n talk n ride bicycle with karmun. lol
fed the mosquitoes.
and them we went home.
i woke up 4.30pm the next afternoon.
i was shocked.
haha

the end.

no pictures. sorry .

Worst blogger award goes to .......

2010-03-18T10:18:00.000-07:00

LOL
new year's resolution numero uno.
-stop typing LOL so dam often.

i know its ridiculous to have a new year's resoution at this time of the year, its like almost half a year had past already. (2 more months la)
im just plain lazy.. its goin to be my COD .
u know, cause of death.
haha
not funny

second is to Get In Shape!!
-Body, physically, mentally, pschologically, emotionally, and also in studies wise and also one more thing.
but im not goin to say it here yet cos i think people are just goin to laugh at me lol wth.

Third
- to actually start saving money or even have money to begin with in my savings accounts.
i think i have less than 20 bucks left there.
its a really sad, sad case.
sigh
thus i need a part time job .
i need to start saving if i want my PG 5144 (haha! i'd push a grandma down a long flight of stairs if i had to)

kindergraten tutor sounds fun but i dont know, theres no kindergarten nearby, only a couple of places like day care centre kind of place but i wonder they need part time on weekends.

nuffnang i dont think im making any money out of it, not by this rate of updates and no pretty pictures of a sexy woman or something like that.haha

Fourth
-start working out. oh wait.. its my second resolution. anyway, i really need to start working out again.
Been going for basketballs at taman desa with joanne last few saturdays. I recall back in form 5, i could run back and forth along the court or heck! run the school field without even breaking a sweat. (exageration bt u know the drill la)

NOW! i run like a grandma and cant even jog for one lap around the taman desa park without wheezing like an asthmatic or having this pain down my lower belly and had to stop and walk.

its a sad, sad case.

So, im goin to start working out , basketball, jogging, sit up, push-ups.
i need to shed some KGs.
im back to the stage where i dont dare to stand on a weighing scale because im afraid i will reach a "new level ".
haha

i have more to say actually but i havent slept for almost 2 or 3 days and my visions starting to blur.
its all because of this assignment that we need explore our subconcious mind so im kinda at the tranced(idk) state of mind right now i cant think straight hahaha. i couldnt think of any idea so i forced myself not to sleep so i can make the sub-yuenshiong appear. haha but it didnt work.
pfft.... and then it was jit siang's bday. im really sorry that we had to make such a rushed date somemore u had to drive joanne n i home .

Jits u are the best!! we will make it up for u i promise.!!
T.T

Today(yesterday) i kept falling asleep on public transportations its really embarassing. I have no poise nor etiquette whatsoever. If i ever get caught sleeping with my mouth wide open drooling all over the place i'd die on the spot out of embarassment.
its just not me to sleep on public transports. =.=
im changing ..
im not who i used to be ..
Nooooooo!!!!

=.=
i told u im not thinking straight now.

speaking of change. i felt that i had changed too after high school. (duh!)
but not my hair.. =.= my hair looks darn same everytime i went for a haircut.
lol
one thing that ive noticed abt myself is the camwhoring..
=[
i just dont camwhore anymore , its like im giving up on myself and let myself became like THIS!!
=.=
sad , sad case.
i just dont camwhore anymore i think im depressed or something. or i hate myself or some sort that i dont make changes to myself.

But today i saw someone's blog and i realise im getting older i cant let this happen im so pathetic lol the young girls are getting prettier and im getting ... fuglier.. lol
so now im fired up! lol
im starting with working out n stop eating so much ..

nowaday my diet is seriously imbalanced . most weekdays i have 2 meals only, lunch and dinner.
somedays i dont eat anything until i finish class and go home for dinner.

urgh. .
so i think i need to take good care of myself now..

so im going to sleep. haha
i havent sketch and color my assignment. .

nah... i'll do it tml

holy shit its 2.30 in the morning. im not goin to get enough sleep again ..
10am lecture i lost count of the times i missed lectures cos i woke up late or simply cant wake up at all.
=.=

im in trouble. sad , sad case..

peace out ya'll!!!

Su su su su su su sugar town

2010-01-26T06:57:00.000-08:00

OMfG. ..
Lily Allen.

she ate the bloody mic!!
wth

Lily Allen - The Fear (Lips Version)

not really. .but i thought she was going to.

now tell me did that put a smile on ur face?
i love it when a lot of people are gathered together to do something.

p/s- i watched 500 days of summer.. love it! and zoey deschannel =]
all thanks to pps lol , who needs astro when u have pps. lol
wth
=.=

bye bye

Hard Believer

2010-01-20T08:34:00.000-08:00

HUZZAAAHHH!!!

just came back from MV with sze kei, andrew koh, jye jiun,francis and kar heng, we watched Old Dogs.
It was surprisingly funny as hell. Time fly passed during the movie maybe because we laughed our butts of throughout the entire movie.
I guess its better to watch a movie without too much expectations. It was a bit embarassing at the beginning when it sounded like we were the only row laughing so hard.

LOL

So, hello my half dead blog.
if i want to update everything from form 5 to now i think it will take me couple of decades considering my so called "professional blogging skills". so maybe from now i on i'll update random stuffs on a whim.

Saw Kenneth and Sze Mei, junior from high school and chatted a lil bit. Cant believe im 19 years old now already!! it hasnt really hit me yet but i cant believe im not going to be a "teen" next year.
im in depression now. lol

IT'S OUT~!!!!!! ITS OUT~!!!

SCREAAAMMMSSSS*

but i didnt buy it. =[
pfftt..
Im gonna bring u home soon okay? dont worry. maybe after CNY. Gosh thats a long time.
=.=
screw it! im going to buy next time i go out! lol
Cant wait!

incase u give a damn, its my all time favourite band!!

GAAAAAAAAAARRRGGGGGHHHHHHHH~!!!!!
screams like a obsessed fan girl*

Oooh! Ooooh! OOooh! Ii found a new obsession now. not exacty new. Because its been around 3 months since i discovered this Swedish sisters band.
they are called First Aid Kit.

My gawd they are the best thing since switchfoot.(i still think switchfoot is the best) lol

Was on replay in my head for so long. they made covers of other songs as well and all their covers are as good or i dare to say better than the original.

like the cover of fleet foxes's tiger mountain peasant song and johnny Cash's walk the line.
they are pure awesomeness pumped in the bodies of two sisters.

They just add in their own flavour in each songs. A lil bit folky i think,harmonizing are great. just amazing and they are so young like 20 and 17 i think. They put me to shame. lol

plus their younger brother is so cute i think im an obsessed fan/stalker now.

searching high and low for their EPs and album coming this 25th.

aww so cute.

Please tell me if you know where i can find em. thanks

their band clash names with another band so when u search them on youtube u'll get some crappy punk rock songs wth.

oh yea, Im having sem break for a month, call me out okay! lol
im up for anything..

almost.

=]

Hello world =]

2009-12-03T08:39:00.000-08:00

this thing here is dead again. haha

so here i am updating for updating's sake. =.=
no idea what im talking about.

will be working at the pc fair next for the next 3 days at klcc, so please come visit me so i wont be bored.
lol

its week 9 of sem 2 already. hmm.. i dont think ive learn many so far its sad.

i dont know, i just feel extremely lazy this semester and very uninspired and demotivated.
everything is going out of place (including the shape of my body, lol)
what is wrong with me?

And ive been feeling tired and sleepy all the time, the first thing i think about when i get home is sleep, in between classes the thing i do is sleep (or eat) .

Lecture starts at 8am but i just woke up at 7.30am. or i woke up at 6 but i just couldnt get myself up and stay put on my bed for another hour or drag myself out of my room but only continue being a sloth on the sofa or a giant blob of slime.

the worst thing is that i dont feel sleepy at night, not until 1 or 2am.
because i take naps after i get home, therefore at night im not sleepy anymore till 2 o' clock and sleep around 3 and not getting enough sleep and feel sleepy again in college and the cycle continues.

i think its a sickness or disease or something.and i have it.

I was going to put a picture here.
but nooooo, blogger is being beotch so no.
please dont forget my face ok .

i think my lecturer hates me.
but its okay.
i dont like him either.
lol

i want to retake all my shoots for photography class. unsatisfaction.
i want to do something a little bit crazy with it. but cant find a right place for photoshooting.

can somebody tell me a good place ? somewhere with bright lights and clear background.
like a studio or something. lol
some place bright la with white walls or something would be nice.
anyone has a studio ? or ur house ? lol

=.=

i think photography is the only subject that i still have the oooommpphhh to complete the assignments. but ive yet to complete the journals and exercises.

im like a train wreck now. i am goin to be screwed this sem. thanks to my very very abraded spirit.

i need to see my friends =[
miss them loads. .

whats up with this emo crap?!
snap out of it!
stop being so grey.
its ghey!
i should stop complaining so much
or im goin to be like the ah pek jit siang.
lol

Dec 4 2009
122

my typo is left untouched since i took it out.
i think im going to sleep.
buhbye now.
=.=
way to go!!

i should have my DI work finished now

2009-11-01T10:10:00.000-08:00

instead , u know what i am doing right now??

自甘堕落

shiate!!

motivation

2009-11-01T09:57:00.000-08:00

im pretty sure that im going to fail this term, this is not cool..

i have lost the "oomphh" to do my assignments.

im very convinced by myself that i can never get any work done at home.

i oughta be ashamed of myself but im too lazy now haha

but why bother to do your homework now since everyones going to die 3 years later boohoo

just kidding..

i need a really big hug, or a tight slap.
will ya?

=]

new toy

2009-10-30T09:15:00.000-07:00

i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr im so happyi got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr im so happyi got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr im taking pictures everywhere 24/7 now i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i dunoe wat the heck im typing lol lol lol i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i need to see a shrink or something i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr haha bye bye i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr i got my dslr
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haha

=]

one more gadget to burn my wallet

2009-10-24T10:34:00.000-07:00

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Dammit when can i finally get it ..

=.=

im goin to name my work from now on. haha
on going : project "intersect"

(too much chuck tv -.-)

=]

Turning over a new leaf

2009-10-18T09:23:00.000-07:00

i'll be good. i'll update. even just a little.

i swear

lol

Dear Radio Stations...

2009-09-17T09:54:00.000-07:00

Stop repeating the same songs please. . .

ok, sem break has officially started..
and my plans are. . . . . . . .

hmmmm......
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shit...
=.=

no money no talk!
the truth of all ..

If the Simpsons was real

2009-09-14T00:27:00.000-07:00

you're a part time lover

2009-09-13T22:51:00.000-07:00

and a full time friend
=)

i just highlighted everything and had to retype =.=
fabulous!

intro to art exam tml morning , i hope i will study today. If not, burn the midnight oil, or "sit the night car" i shall say..
lol

LAST MINUTE GANG!!
U7-students with style!!

lol. ftw.

do u know abt the hilarious stand up comedy guy/girl. (hes a drag)
lol
he/she is blardy hilarious..
ive watch it for 3 times in 2 days, and trust me you are goin to keep watching it again and again .
lol
so good..

please watch with open mind though =]

kumar or Qmar.. lol

happy birthday to LAI YIN, the lion =]
lol

so we were chatting in msn, then it was 12 something so we wished her happy birthday and what not and then the topic changed to out "good buddies" since its the "good buddies" month in chinese calendar. lol
so i drew her the cutest picture for her..

lol

=]

p/s. the bluetooth in my husband, gorgeous george (wtf lol dont laugh),the laptop doesnt work, =.= called the custormer service wasted half an hour and still couldnt fix it and i have to restore everything n i need to back up every files .. =.=
great..

I should be studying dammit!!

2009-09-12T08:41:00.001-07:00

Goin to have Intro to Art exam on tuesday. as usual, cant be arsed to even touch my blardy notes!

I will update after the exams.

im the best student evaaa!!!!

i realise i havent really posted any picture of me for a long time.!
lol

this is it.. ! =]

not the best with ps but
definitely, something is wrong.

=]

i have a whole bunch of nicknames now..
the newest..

Miss LOL.

lol
i wish this is important..

bye
=]

lol

Im Back!!

2009-09-07T01:49:00.001-07:00

=. =

hello to my dead and rotten blog ..
its been around half a year since i closed down this forsaken blog indefintely ..
lol
it all started when i was trying to change my layout and now its been Sooooooo long ..
haha

im the best blogger in the world i tell you ..
=]

bfore this update i was trying to fix the layout again but i think im goin to change another one sooner ..ahha
i promise it wont take another 6 months . lol

seriously

i have truckloads of stuffs to update ..alot had happened i dont even know where to begin with
lol
starting with SPM i guess ..
hahahahahaa.. no joke!!
lol

the songs on the music player is already old now . gotta change it ..

since im having exams now and i only have 3 exams and 2 down,1 more to go on 15th Sept.
2 weeks holidays after that , port dickson hobo style, BBQ,

and i need a job .. like seriously..

College is great.. i have a bunch of crazy ppl in my group which is great.. most ppl call me Jules in college now, dont laugh but stil prefer if ppl call me yuen shiong, feels more friendly i guess..

-All work and no play makes Jules a dull girl-

=]

ok bye

p/s.. who ever read this first gets a prize from me ..

not really but props for being the first to read the first update after half a year.. u are a true friend .. lol

=]

p/p/s. im getting lamer

Long time no see

2009-05-24T21:45:00.000-07:00

My dead blog!

hello!

im updating from the computer room from my college. .

bye peeps

=]

Hi my dead blog!!+first survey

2009-04-19T08:59:00.000-07:00

Hello to anyone who is reading this thing. .which i think there isnt anyone reading because its been dead and buried for almost..i cant even remember now. 3 or 4 months? half a year?
Im such an amazing blogger.

anyway. to restart this thing i call blog.
heres my first(?) survey.

1) Hi, my name is: Wong Yuen Shiong

2) When I'm nervous: I pretend im not.

3) The last song I listened to was: Silvery Sleds-Army Navy

4) If I were to get married right now the best woman/man would be:Edward Cullen. (huhu novel character,so pathetic)
5) By this time next year I'll be:Eating Ice-cream

6 ) I have a hard time understanding:Add Maths

7 ) If I won an award, the first person I would tell would be: God. Cos normally the first reaction would be "Oh My God!!?"

8) My favorite hair style is:Dragon Ball hair

9) My middle initial is: Yuen?

10) This Morning: I opened my eyes.

11 ) Last night I was talking to:my imarginary twin sister.

12) If I was an animal I'd be: Vampire. i consider them animal

13) A better name for me would be: wong yuen Dope! (no idea where that came from)

14) Tomorrow:Tomorrow.To-morrow,To-morrow. (thats the only line i remember from Life's Brief Candle)

15) Tonight I am: going to bed.

16) I'm missing: a third eye. (it'd be useful)

17) My favorite color is/are: Blue,Red(currently)

18 ) My heart is: beating.

PART 1: YOU

19) Were you a planned baby?-ask my creators.

20) Were you the first?-Nope

21) Were your parents married when you were born?- Yeah.

22) When were you born?-20th July 1991

PART 2: THE FAMILY

23) Parents: married or divorced?-Married

2 4) Are you an only child?-I wisg =p

25) If you have siblings are you oldest, middle, or youngest?-Middle.

26 ) Which parent do you get along with best?-Depends on situations. =p

27) Do you have step-parents?-No,my parents dont step me.

PAR T 3: THE FRIENDS

28) Do you have more than one bestfriend?-Yes =)

29) What do you like to do when you are together?-Do everything together. Duh!

30) Do you share the same interests?-Yes for some,No for some.

31) Which friend can you tell everything to?-my imaginary twin sister. =]

PART 4: YOUR PERSONALITY

3 2) Do you have a low self-esteem?-in between,more inclined to low. is it okay?

33 ) Do you get depressed about things easily?-A few things.

34 ) Are you happy right now?-Moodless now.

P ART 5: APPEARANCE

35 ) Are you comfortable with the way you look?-If i cut a few kg off my belly n butt. Yes! =]

36) Describe your hair:which hair do u want me to describe? theres so many tot choose from =(

37) How do you dress?-first i slip my head into the shirt, then my right arm followed by my left. for the pants, i slip my left leg in first and then my right leg after that. i usually try not to trip over my another leg. thne you have to get up n o it again. okay? do u want me to teach u again?

3 8 ) Were you a strange child?-You ask me? Do you want to know? *squint eyes*

PART 6: RANDOM

39) Are you scared of growing up old and alone?-nope,i will have my cats with me in a big house.

40) What are you wearing?-I can tell u, only if u tell me what u are wearing. *wink*

41) Own any pets?-My sister.

42) Ever been thrown out of a bar?-Never been to one.

P ART 7: THE OUTDOORS

44) Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?-Tell me what you want to do first.

45 ) favorite season?- Malaysia is great because you dont have to get a headache out of choosing a favourite season. its summer all year long. so considerate,malaysia. pfftt.

46) Do you like walking in the rain?-have u tried walking ON the rain?

47) Do you like thunderstorms?-only when the thunder stikes on Osama bin Laden's house.

48) Ever peed outside?-pfft..of cos. i pee everywhere. public toilet..yoohooo?

PART 8: FOOD

49) Are you a vegetarian?-i eat my vegie!!and my meat.

50) Anything you absolutely could eat forever?-Chocolate,my mom's cooking.

51) What food makes you want to gag?-Expired food with maggots?

52) What is your favorite dessert?-Cant think of any now.

PART 9: RELATIONSHIPS AND LOVE

53) Do you believe in love at first sight?-yea,i still love my mom ever since she gave birth to me. pffft.i believe shes one of the first ppl i see. although i dont love the doctor who help me into this world though. =(

54) When did you start noticing theopposite sex?-ever since i got my eyesight?

I bloody HATE WEARING HIGH HEELS!!

2008-12-09T10:47:00.000-08:00

And the hardest part
was letting go not taking part

Went to interview today like finally, but before that they made us wait till 3pm then only they can interview hau yeng and i, so when we got there around 11++am, we went to KLCC instead. .

so the two of us watched

(what is this weird box?)lol

Wild Child.

not a bad movie overall, its like another teeny,funny, glam glam,and funny movie.
its like mean girls at some point..

and ah ma god, she is so pretty la,

Emma Roberts

how la, how can she be so gorgeos? how to get a husband like this?
how to fight her u tell me??!!

lol

and guess how old is she? 17 !! same age with me! lol
lol (why is god so unfair?)
Ooohh! and Guess wat!?
she is the daughter of Eric Roberts..
(neh the guy from mariah carey's-We belong together the old ah pek la!!)
so that makes her Julia-friggin-Roberts's niece!
haha,bt i dont really see the resemblance ..

Anyway, its quite a pleasant movie, no dull moments la, all the crazy stunts they pulled, jumped over a cliff wth i wan to try too! lol

she has a very good looking bf too! (in the movie)
and the boys will say :
=.= shit la why is there so many hawt guys, how la to get a girlfriend like this?
how to fight him ??
!&$@%)">*(!!!!

haha

ps/ i wonder how all the other girl/women can stand wearing high heels, its like a utter torture to me!! i now hav bruises and blisters and skin peeled off today when i went to klcc today, on both! both feet!
bleed abit sumore and my toes hurt like hell!!
URGGHHH!!!!

-.-
i shall burn them , and they bloody cost me 55bucks!
an to think that the ori price was rm79. .
=.=

im not gona wear high heels!! again!!
atleast wont be wearing it for a long time coming!!
=.=

sumore ppl wear their heels like they were walking on flip flops ,
sumore the heels are like 10inches tall... lol
how can they tahan??

women are incredibly amazing!!
haha

cheerios =]

someone should view my chinese blog. .

2008-12-08T09:13:00.000-08:00

yeap.. read the title . . .

if ure not ineterested then beat it... its private

=]

SHHhhhh ....

SOo........

SPM is over...

what now??

feeling hopelessslashpointlessslashaimlessslashlost (wow thats alot of S's)

lol im crazy goodnite..

interview tml , hopefully nothing goes wrong again ..
if not im just gonna work at the gardens or sumthing ..

=.=

i dont think i should let them see my trials result tml , i think they will faint.. haha

=]

Sorry to whoever reading this dusty blog

2008-12-05T18:16:00.000-08:00

I am Just too darn lazy ass to update. . .

-_________________-

laziness is my worst enemy . . .

sorry ...

i hate myself sometimes for being so lazy . . i din even put in much effort to study for the bloody PMR n SPM. .
only last minute midnight oil burning.

oh..btw

i saw some hong kong celebrities yesterday in sg wang after the very mafan interview which i din even get to be interviewed..

one is this guy...

from the hong kong game show

and then . . around 8pm , She came!!!
(no.. not the taiwanese group S.H.E)

its Linda Chung!

pretty isnt she? (lol, sound so lesbo)

bt anyway .. i admire her, shes so leng! =.=
i like her in the moonlight resonance .
in person shes even more pretty n shes tall n she has a very nice face n bla bla bla.. lol

shes cute la okay. . .
andrew koh , sze kei , hau yeng , kah wooi , i tip toed like mad in the huge crowd
lol
it was fun

lol
okay i should stop . .=]

btw , bosco was there too, but on the other side. lol
he was in pavillion with a few of the casts of the gem of life

Live your life!!!

2008-11-22T06:56:00.000-08:00

Aye ehh~~ Aye ehh~~ Aye ehh~~
=]

I want a Lomo Cam. .

haha
fish eye o.O

hehe...

4 more subjects till i conquer SPM~!!
woohhooo.... shall hav a Majlis Menyala Buku-buku Referen. .

(whats reference books in BM?) lol.wth
sorry.pn sabariah

or lets hav a bbq party n we replace charcoal with books haha

brilliant idea no?

XD

What goes around comes around

2008-11-22T05:41:00.000-08:00

karma bites. . . seriously

ann-ni-wei... anyone listened to Pussycat dolls song? its called I Hate This Part.. love the piano n the lyrics agh my god..
totally into this song now n also another few la..
hoho

keeps playing them in my head,

katy perry-ur so gay,hot n cold,one of the boys
kevin rudolf- let it rock
beyonce-single ladies
solange -sandcastle disco (her vids all dam retro, so awesome! lol)
the academy is...-about a girl, naked peekaboo(with gym class heroes-"i wana shit in ur mouth!" haha i duno if its in the song or wat but its funnay~!)

MC Hammer-I like big butts i cant lie -.- (dont ask idk why myself,but i keep repeating the 2 lines only lol)
Little Jackie-the world should revolve around ME!! =] (im not vain, just the song is nice la pls)
jonas brothers-lovebug (=.=)

hohoa.. thats kinda alot, i just play them again n again on my ares .. haha

esp solange n katy perry n naked peekaboo! haha

watever~!

im too occupied with the online shopping website i forgot wat i wanted to say. . haha ftw

Did i tell u im hooked on online shopping website?hoho

can spend hours with it till midnight n wont feel sleepy at all!
amg im hopeless, wish i can do the same with the studies haha thats impossible..

dont talk nonsense

p/s: my left eye's vision is poorer than my right. its blurry, shit .. . . . oh did i mentioned this on my last post? haha sorry..and again.. i dun wan to wear specs -.-

p/p/s: im on the quest of finding my perfect blog skin. . =.= (i miss the bouncicles i had long time ago =] )

p/p/p/s: i think rock is my first fav music genre.. except 70s 80s 90s heavy metal hardcore rock ..why the hell am i tryping this?

p/p/p/p/s : im ran out of thing that i can say now..

Retro!! Retro!!

=]

Ba, B B B Baby,
Dont blow me away~~

i think i've let go ,
wish u all the best
lets move on together
=]

BLOODY HELL!!

2008-11-21T12:09:00.001-08:00

ftw

just wasted like 3 hours++ of study time in midnight to finally change my blog skin but Dam!!

some more i found a killer blog layout leh!!

i told to myself if it doesnt work im gonna!!! I SWEAR!! IM GONNA!!

IM GONNA BLOODY..................!!!
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go to sleep...

=___=

come on!theres not like i can do anything! bang my head to the monitor?my visions are blurry now i think i need a glasses.. oh no.. i dun wan to be Ms four eyes

haha...
gonna try again after spm.. no more wasting my time for nothing .
frig u..haha

nitez peeps =]

JENG JENG!!!

2008-10-05T07:27:00.001-07:00

HELLO PEEPS!!?

i changed my blog to wretch..

haha .. more privacy .. .watever

heres the address

http://www.wretch.cc/blog/love1073

relink please everybody .. thank you

but i will still update on blogspot.. but not to often ..

pictures and everything will be posted main over there(wretch)

btw
happy holidays...

=]

free handbag anyone?

2008-10-05T07:23:00.000-07:00

hoho...

good luck with that!! ..
=]

http://www.handbagplanet.com/

Awhh!! MAN!!!

2008-08-17T09:24:00.000-07:00

Daing!!

vacation got cancelled...

or postponed..

but seeing the way things go.. im quite sure its gonna be cancelled..

=[

i was kind looking forward to it, since its been a looooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooong time since out last family vacation.. .

Apologze..

2008-08-15T20:55:00.000-07:00

LOL

sorry... cbox is back..

sorry for my stupidity..

~~i was kinda frustrated u know..~~

WTF

2008-08-15T20:28:00.000-07:00

omg
WHERES THEeffingCBOX???

-__________________________-

sh*t

Happy Holidays .. . not

2008-08-15T10:00:00.000-07:00

This holiday week is a study week!!

-_________-

no more slacking, im feelin the SPM heat now. .

its so hot that i wan to got cut my hair. lol

its been awhile since the whole family went out and take a break, spend a holiday together. .

its good that we're goin somewhere this Sunday . .
i'll tell u where im goin later ..

if ure interested . .

lol

pathetic

show u a very old picture i just found like .. just now. . .

everyone was so small, so cute, so stupid, so ugly, so naive,so innocent, so happy,so fat, so thin, n etc

sigh... those were the days. . .

somebody get me a time machine. . .

oh .. we went to pavillion after watching cheer2008(halfway) .. our school wasnt THAT bad.. there were worst!
haha
good luck and work harder for next year =]

*from left*: terry's gf(sorry forgot her name),chooi yan,li ying,hau yeng,sue huey, the last one i dont know..

happy holidays

2008-08-15T09:50:00.000-07:00

hello...

the whether sucks.

im currently in love with duffy =]

warwick avenue is playing 24/7 non stop in my head but all i remember are the first 20 words so ive been repeating the same 20 words in my head today

lol

WARWICK AVENUE

When I get to Warwick Avenue...
Meet me by the entrance of the tube.
We can talk things over, a little time...
Promise me you won't step outta line.

When I get to Warwick Avenue...
Please drop the past and be true.
Don't think we're okay, just because I'm here...
You hurt me bad, but I won't shed a tear.

I'm leaving you for the last time baby...
You think you're loving but you don't love me.
I've been confused outta’ my mind lately...
You think you're loving but I want to be free.
Baby you've hurt me.

When I get to Warwick Avenue...
We'll spend an hour, but no more than two.
Our only chance to speak, once more...
I showed you the answers, now here's the door.

When I get to Warwick Avenue...
I'll tell you baby, that we're through.

I'm leaving you for the last time baby...
You think you're loving but you don't love me.
I've been confused outta’ my mind lately...
You think you're loving but you don't love me.
I want to be free, baby you've hurt me.

All those days spent together, I wished for better,
But I didn't want the train to come.
Now it's departed,
I'm broken hearted, seems like we never started.
All the days spent together, when I wished for better,
And I didn't want the train to come

You think you're loving but you don't love me.
I want to be free, baby you've hurt me.
You don't love me,
I want to be free,
Baby you've hurt me.

adios amigo =]

warwick avenue

2008-08-14T08:03:00.000-07:00

you think ure loving but u dont love me
i want to be free
baby u've hurt me
i want to be free

im actually feel more hurt and unappreciated after out whole thing ended..
my heart breaks seeing how much a person can change so drastically ..
i wish nothing bad happens to you.
be more mature and protect yourself..

im not trying to be busybody(yes maybe i am)
but its because i care abt u . . i can say im a lil dissapointed in you

i hav no say in watever u wan to do, but as a fren thats all i can give to u ; advises and a piece of my mind.. its for ur own good..

but if u get annoyed by this then im sorry
im not gonna say anything to anyone who doesnt need or appreciate my effort. .
m just ..
sad. .

so many tears ive cried,
so much pain inside,
but baby it aint over till its over.
so many "months" we've tried,
to keep our love alive.
but it aint over till its over

Got put a smile upon your face..

2008-08-13T08:24:00.000-07:00

make use of it!!

Boohoo!!

im not one of the lucky ones to be selected to go for National friggingService!! haw haw!!

but most of my closed friend are selected!!!

WHY WHY WHY!!

makes me kinda feel like going too~~!!!
T____________T

DILEMMA~~!!!

think...

3 months..fugly uniforms(i almost forgot until i read jun-elles blog), hot sun.. and etc..

haiyo I DONT KNOW LA~~!!!

but this is like an ONE TIME EXPERIENCE!!

once u missed it u'll never get the chance to go back !!?? i can tell grandmother stories when im old right~!! ?

imagine, firing guns ..hoho.. what are the chance of me to fire a gun in my life?
charity works.. i dont mind that. . .
donating blood... sounds a little bit scary but i can give it a try ..
6 meals a day .. i think i can handle that.. with all those exercises and marching or watever.. id be burning heaps of calories... i hope...

but i heard some ppl are just taking their own sweet time!!
relaxing by the beach(those who go near a beach la)
laze around.. hmm
sounds... relaxing .. ....(??????)

meeting new friends??
good or bad..take it as an experience..
so far i havent heard anything too negative or bad from those who went NS ... other than news like trainees died in camps, peeping toms in the shower.. lol -.-

if im gonna go im gonna go with my pals man!! i aint going alone.. -.-

or maybe i can see other faces. . . i need to see more different ~~faeces~~ faces..

and they come back looking darker.. but im already so dark ..how dark can i get?
id be bringging dozens of sunscreens ..
-.-

i think im out of my head...
while everyones dying to avoid... i like an idiot trying to getl myself into that shithole..
stupid..

and Jit Siang is so scared cos hes gonna shower together with all the other guys in an opened shower..hope no one drops the soap..haha

he talked about all those racist things which should not be mentioned here..lol

and leave me laughing my ass cheeks off... i almost fell off from my chair today..
jit siang speaks the funniest cantonese...

wait.. . . . .

actually everything comes out from his mouth is quite funny ... lol

=]

somebody slap me and wake me up..
( im just saying nia.. if u really slap me id slice ur butt cheecks and make hamburgers =] )

its heartbreaking to see all those changes on the ones we love...
why r u turning into someone that i dont even recognise anymore...
u r becoming a stranger to me...
wake up! before everyone and everything turn against u ..
i really dont want to see anyone hurt...

words cant describe wat i feel now...

What Have I Done!!!

2008-08-12T23:47:00.000-07:00

OMG! i feel so shit guilty right now!!

T__________T

I might have ruined someone's happiness!!

i hope to fix it but im scared that i might just make more mistakes!!

OH GOD!!!

T.T

i want to cry now!

btw..i din kena NS..

Counting down to SPM, time for some nerd actions

2008-08-09T09:59:00.000-07:00

as the form 5's all should know.. except for some jakuns.. lol

SPM is just 95++ freaking days away~!!

Thats so ...WEEEE~~!!!!!

however this princess over here still cant be arsed to pick up her books and study at home...
all i do is read during school, at the tapak before school and thats about it..

lets rewind back to...

UPSR

-as i recall, i dont remember studying hard for that..but i remember my teacher helped us alot by giving us tips and exercises that year

and that time my mom still cared about my studies and would "encourage" me to do exercise and study a little..

then, in the end.. i got straight 7A's. .@.@

i couldnt believe that i still think the marking teacher must gotten lazy so he just simply gave me an A especially for Maths.. i used to get Cs or Ds

since primary school until today i love maths as much as i love to eat bitter guard... -.-

and did i mention i hate bitter guard?
they are the worst thing ever.. Urgh!!

then it goes to...

PMR

- Didnt study for nuts. . .
all i did was last minute studies and mostly midnight oil burning before the exam.. .
i remember studying until 3 or 4 in the morning and wanted to put matches between my eye lids to keep my eyes open and trying to feed as many words i could from the text to my brain.. -..-

result.. ?
i think its quite fair.. but still think the marking teacher was too lazy and decided to give me B without even marking..lol
i don think i deserved the 3As and 5Bs..

and i got B for maths.. which i started to fail since form 2 . .-.-
haha

btw.. Pn Ti got sze kei and me mixed up that day we went to take our result, i got so excited i got 5As or 6As and burst out cryingslashlaughing..
then i see the name .... HUE SZE KEI!!

-____________________-!!

i hit right in my face and continue to cryslashlaugh but it was more crying then laughing this time..lol
wth ..

i could feel my heart dropped.. lol

my mom was laughing at me... -.-
maybe she din know whether to scold me or comfort me ...
lol

so now its SPM.. the golden ticket or watever u call it..

i hav no idea wat to expect.. should i drop add maths(means im not goin to school on that day to take add maths)or Chemistry?

gosh..

everyone is aiming for 10As, 9As, 11As.. as if they dont get A, they will fail.. helloooo!!! anyboy in there?
dont forget A's siblings B,C,D...
bt its good to aim higher la.. im just jealous cos they are all having high hopes and know wat to do la. lol

ok.. i think i should stop here... tuition tml at 10am wth. .
bye bye...

oh btw.. we can start checking for the National Service from 14th august onwards... woohoo!!
i am so goin to be selected!!

NOT!!!
please la.. i dun want to go.. T.T
and they(?) say if u managed to skip, they will summon u back to the camp before u turn 35 or 29.. i forgot which one.. but the point is wth la! so if ure selected better get it over with rather than being dragged back there with bunch of young ppl when u are an old man/old lazy, imagine u almost at the top of ur career and suddenly BOOM!!! its national service!! sucka!! u gotta work from the bottom when u go out cos sumone else would hav taken ur place..
.
.
right?

lastly a lil note to myself..

STUDY LA!!
U LAZY LIL BUTT CRACK!!!!!!!!

Lock a part of me inside

2008-07-27T08:53:00.000-07:00

im dead. . .

2 months away from SPM and i havent even start my revision yet.

the last few days must be the highlight of my form 5 year. . .tiring time, and scandalous like lame ass tvb or watever soap drama haha and whatever..

its been half a year.. i tot it would last longer but i was wrong. . .

I still cannot figure out why on earth u think he is attractive. . .
oh well.. wish nothing goes wrong ..

actually i have alot to talk about but i can never get the time to update my blog eventhough i spend alot of time on the computer. . .

sigh...

i guess u better quit now..

a blog is never private . . .
=.=

how deep is your love?

2008-07-09T07:33:00.000-07:00

so yesterday i went to buy something at the grocery store in my condo, and saw two black dudes..

and when i saw one of them

i was like "OMG that guy's arm is the size of my freaking thigh!"

and i dont hav small thighs..-.-

and when i went to the cashier to pay, both of them were standing right infront of me..
and they are so freaking tall
and
i notice that buff dude's arm is soft and smooth like baby's skin .. no hair...

=.=

and he said hi how are you ..to me
with his masculine face,with a smirk..

=.=

i dunoe why im talking abt it but its not everyday i see a black dude wearing bball jersey with arms the size of my thighs and have them hairless,scarless and so soft and smooth..

like baby's skin ..

lol

Out of luck

2008-07-09T04:08:00.000-07:00

i was so unlucky yesterday! its the worst day of 2008, or my life (exagerating la of cos!)

not only it rained like hippopotamus and elephant early in the morning.. i took extra time to prepare to for school somore -.-
i din expect it to rain so heavily,enough to keep me unbalanced and wreck the umbrella, so there wes this girl who walked together with me n she saw me in this awkward and embarassing situation, she nicely offered to share umbrella with me.. two steps forward her umbrella also canot tahan..
then we went home.. and i called my dad to fetch me to school ..

so .

unlucky event no.2
- im abandoned ...

unlucky event no.3
- we rushed to finish our add maths project and so many problems happened .. luckily(this is the only lucky thing happened to me)
some ppl hav to redo their project from scratch.. pity them..

unlucky event no.4
-guess wat!! i got my first surat amaran from school for the first effing time of my life!!
i feel like slapping her and splash lard at her..
highlight of the day man (so emo right now)

unlucky event no.5
- when i thought i could just go home and sleep thru the day, the gate was lock, i only had the key for the padlock and the door.. i left the key of the gate at home..
so good!!!

i went to the playground cos i was emo lol(1st time in2008,and not at night)
and decided to wait for my mom to come back .. then i used aunty's hp to call my mom

yesterday ruined my today .. -.-
i really tak ada mood already ..

Im not dead....yet

2008-07-08T09:43:00.000-07:00

I promise im gonna update tml ok..??!!

I sumpah!!
>.<

i wana be BADASS!!!

2008-06-21T03:17:00.000-07:00

haha..

i wana know whats its like to be meanie and badass..

i wana "cincai" throw punches at ppl's face just becos im BADASS!!

-______________-
i'll never be.. ive drafted this for months n i only "rediscovered" this not long ago..-.-
haha..

Quick update:1

2008-06-11T07:15:00.000-07:00

school's started this week

every morning is a new battle between my stubborn fringe and I before i struggle to drag my lazy ass to school

results are tremendously bad..

so canot wait for the school's open day thats usually when its the best time for teachers to backstab u and tell all your dirty little secrets to our parents. lol

series of unfortunate events are piling up .. once its shaken, it wont stop

i find myself very difficult to pick up from where i left off.
i need more courage. man!!

wats playing my own little ipod in my little nugget brain.. 24/7(almost)
-empty-click times5
-cant hold on-melee
-etc

no wonder im so emo..
and apparently i need to listen to more music now..im getting outdated.. or am i already ?
lol

i need to go back to more Switchfoot. . =]

send me happy happy songs...
=]

"mane" problem

2008-06-03T08:35:00.000-07:00

Im back to ugly n short and did i mention Oooo-glay fringe!!

T___________T

yay! i feel like plucking out all my front hair with a pair of tweezers

only pain can pull my attention away from my fringe

it looks like a lion's mane..
very unconitioned...

or a lioness..

She is going to cough to death

2008-06-03T07:49:00.000-07:00

like seriously!

and it wont be long..

Conclusion from that 4 days VI RCG
VI is not really a good place

for me atleast..been sick since the first day there

i think it has something to do with the "ying" and "yang" ,if u know abit about those chinese stuff about feng shui n watever u should understand

its called "ying sheng yang suai" or watever la .. im a sick woman dun bother listening to me

oh, btw, we got
2nd place in women table tennis

2nd place in badminton women single

2nd place in badminton women double

haha

all silver medals muahaha...
silver is hot
=]

no picture cos haven upload yet.. so
imagive 4 silver medals urself right over

here :

=]

27th May 2008

2008-05-27T19:05:00.000-07:00

theres been alot going on on my mind lately ...

makes me even more forgetful as im already is..

im not good with dates n numbers..

heck! i dont remember my parents bday n mothers day n fathers day and bla bla bla..

i only remember my own bday n somemore. .so selfish huh??!!

I forgot a very important day...

i didnt forget, just i had it on my mind all the time that i forget to tell ..

im so sorry ..
im gonna make it up

=]

VI Resourse Centre Games 2008

2008-05-27T18:55:00.000-07:00

so yesterday was the 1st day of the VI RCG game..
it was alright.. nothing special.
wouldnt call it boring thou..

sze mei won the 1st match for badminton women single..

sze kei lost the 1st match of table tennis

basketball lost to St Gabriel .. boo!!

Ricky n Avinesh was very good!! Ricknesh helped to score alot... n he was sick that day..
wooohoo!

Jia Yao,BB, and wei jian were good.
they managed to score alot during the last 2 quarters..

Lai Ka Wai n Edward Chee did tried their best eventhoug edward has asthma .. haha

we were excellent supporters !! =]

went to times square later ..wasted alot of money in the arcade just to try to win some candies n to hit the jackpot ..
we just never learn ..

167

Im gonna break this record soon ..

=]

6.30 in the morning =]

2008-05-26T15:31:00.000-07:00

VI games is today..

yay!!
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.
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so ~~boring~~ fun !!

-____________-

025,4131,088077,025170,721

2008-05-25T23:35:00.000-07:00

You are my sunshine

My ONLY sunshine..

You make me Happy...

when skies are Grey..

You'll never know DEAR..

how much I LOVE YOU....

so PLEASE...

DONT

TAKE

MY

SUNSHINE

AWAY

.
.
.

:(

Sorry seems to be the hardest word

2008-05-24T19:14:00.000-07:00

Exams are finally finished..thus my new blog appears!!

yay~!!

my mood seems to be dead..

so much depressions.. sigh

american idol, david archuleta didnt win.. cook was good i knew he would win but deep down at the back of my brain i secretly prayed that miracles could happen n Archuleta will win..

haha..

look at him..hes so cute that he makes the puppy looks so UNinteresting..haha

theres just not enough happiness goin on lately ..

shit why am i so emo..

wat a GREAT way to start off my new blog..
yeah!!